Sunday, August 22, 2010
Questions and Decisions....
Oh, I am not comfortable at all where I am at the moment....months of job searching have been fruitless...I am currently living on my credit line....this is NOT who I thought that I was...someone who always had a plan accompanied by the drive and the bull-headedness to see my plan through to fruition....well, the cards are being shuffled and I don[t know what the hand I will be dealt will turn out to be....quite the unsettling place to be, I must say! I still feel that I have some choices, however....at this point, I am not liking any of them,,,my daughter has always said that she and her husband are planning on me eventually living with them...this is NOT an acceptable option for me...I spent a LONG time on the phone with my dearest brother in Colorado tonight...he is all for me coming to Colorado and staying with him and his wife until I figure things out;..I am so grateful for the safety net that he is offering, but it goes against everything that I believe that I am....I am just confused and unsettled...not certain as to what the right thing for ME is...I LOVE my little house and the life that I have carved out here in California....I don't want to upset the equilibrium that I have painstakingly achieved...but life is about changes, right? Please keep me in your thougjhs and prayers as I work on figuring out what the right course of action for ME should be! Thanks! OX
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Thinking of you, Saranne.
ReplyDeleteOh, Saranne......so sorry for your problems!
ReplyDeleteHow about going to your brother's for just a week or two to get away and get a different perspective on things?
And also to get some new input.....you don't have to take advice, but it sometimes helps to hear it and refuse it.
Good luck darlin'
I am sorry that your life is worrying you right now. Well you do have some major concerns but I can't help but feel everything will work out for you....something good is just around the corner. Good Luck.......:-)Hugs
ReplyDeleteI will pray. I so understand what it feels like to feel the uncertainty and then lay it all in God's hands. My move to Oregon was exactly that. I trusted that God would know where it is that he wanted me to be. He opened the doors and here my daughter and I are! She just received a job from Costco and I'm praying that one will happen for me soon, as well.
ReplyDeleteSometimes it means taking a leap and trusting that your landing will be soft. Just leave yourself open to wherever He wants you to be.
My prayers are with ya girl. Please correct me if I'm wrong but you did get a teaching degree didn't you??? A great way to earn some cash and get a foot in the door of education is to sign up to substitute. In the beginning it's slow to start but they will keep you busy as a little beaver and who knows what doors it might open up. Just a suggestion....
ReplyDeleteGod bless and I pray something works out for you soon and very soon!!!
Hi Saranne, I'm just back from vacation and catching up on my reading. I am so sorry the job situation is not working out for you yet. I know how hard you've worked at it and how focused you've been. California is in such a sorry mess right now and it's trickling down to A LOT of people. I will hold good thoughts that you find an acceptable solution that will be exactly what YOU want. I'm cheering you on.
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